Surgery

I have surgery scheduled for tuesday. i have to get my gall-bladder out. yes i know..i'm only 15 and i hafta get it out. Pray for me! pray that all goes well.
i know i have to be fearless, cuz when you're fearless nothing is IMPOSSIBLE.
so i need to keep my head up.
i think my mom is more worried than i am.
although i am scared. but i got to keep in mind.
there are children who go to hospitals everyday, children who are dying and younger than me. so i am very blessed!

Urgg

Boys, especially one..Okay..He is the most cocky, big headed, intolarable, uneducated, simple, ignorant, annoying, inconsiderate boy i have ever met in my ENTIRE life..Why in the heck do boys act like that!?
..Jerk.

anyways..Life's been good. just trying to keep up with things is all.

-Miss independent.

friends

I think we'll be okay. I told her everything that was wrong. She actually listened <3
and i'm glad =]

i hope her and i can be as close as we used to be.

and i feel she understands, i think she helped me a lot, Thanks =] You know who you are. <3
Bff's<3

-Miss Independent

...

I just need some time to think.

breath.

Think.

stop.

it seems like i'm looking for somthing that can't be found.

i hate to cut off her and i's friendship, but i think its best.

i don't want to.

but i need to.

-Miss Independent.

Results, brattyness..and me..oh wait..same thing.

So i...GOT THE JOB.

wooohooo!

i'm really excited, but nervous at the same time.

I also went to the doctors. im taking med. to see if its my acid reflux, if it doesnot work in two weeks i go back to get an ultra sound of my galbladder, i may have to get it removed. im really scared.

i felt as if i was acting like a brat yesterday, b/c we had pssa's TWO HOURS away and afterwords we were supposed to go skating.

mom HAD to tell gram and pap to come alll the way to where we were.so they did.and i was being a brat and complained that i wanted to go skating.so we go all the way on an hour trip to skating..mom said she wasn't paying an hour for skating. but we could go in and visit.she thinks i just wanted to go to see a boy.i wanted to go to SKATE.so we get there. i was being more of a brat and not going in PROVING to her that i was not there for a boy. so THEN we take another hour trip to my aunt and uncles to babysit while they went out to eat for the first time in a while. [my aunt has lukemia]and we watched enchanted with the kids, my second time watching it.then we took ANOTHER hour trip home.we did not get home until 11;30pm..talk about busy day...phew..I'm just so glad its friday though...

I wish it were saturday though..idk why.

oh well. i want to watch anne of green gables again..idk if its gunna happen. but i'll try to con my little brother into watching it with me.

but now i must go

tata!!

-Miss independent.