Sometime's it scares me that i feel like i was meant to be with him;
Yeah, i know. I'm pathetic right?
I don't even know if it's even possible to love someone you don't know.
Then i continuously ask myself do i love him or the idea of him.
I have no idea how he acts in real life.
He seems like the way he acts on stage is the same as real life.
The way he talks about God, are those really his views?
I mean i don't doubt they are.
i'm pretty sure they are.
or at least i hope they are.
Is it bad that every guy i talk to i compare to Nicholas Jerry Jonas?
I think that he really is doing a good job though, i mean being an inspiration to many around him. His diabetes doesn't stop him.
Change for the children foundation, he's created at such a young age.
I think he's a great person.
Even if i don't know the real him.
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I'm still working on that list of requirements for the perfect guy.
Right now i have 129 qualifications.
i hope to have more and more as the summer goes on.
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Tomorrow is my last day of classes for school.
i have Finals to finish, as well as getting the rest of my CEF stuff handed in.
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This summer i will basically have two jobs.
CEF and Babysitting.
i've been babysitting lately, and from that money i now have a Cell phone.
-Grins-
it's pretty sweet.
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I shall end my blog with saying;
"have a great last week of school!" to everyone who has not finished yet.
-Miss Independent.
