life.and AI

I feel like the most..different 15 year old ever.

i really want to mission work this summer, i'm scared though.

i am afraid from being away from home, yeah i know right. me?

wanting to stay at home.

when i could be miles away from life and my family.

yeah, that's not me.

i don't know i guess i'm just scared.

.....

Do you know what it's like to feel alone?

No one truly understands me.

okay well there is one person.

but she is over 5,000 miles away.

i miss her so dearly, i haven't talked to her in three days.

.....

You know what bugs me...People..people just really bug me.

[no offense to those of you reading this]

okay, so then maybe not People..

but just..moronic people who have no lives..like girls who cause drama.

those are the people who just really bug me.

Oh how i wish i just could--oh i have no idea what i'm trying to say here..or even if i'm trying to make a point.

it's late and i'm nervous cuz i have another thing for CEF tomorrow.

i don't feel like going, cuz honestly..my stomach isn't feeling the greatest.

ohh well i guess i'll just have to learn to go on.

well anyways, since i really do not have any point in this blog..i will end it with.

American idol, Tuesday night.

Who are you voting for?

pshhh, you better be voting for David Archuleta.

VOTE FOR THE DOLPHIN KISSING SINGER.

ha..ha! i am so lame.

ohhh i love that kid, even though he is two years older than me.

haha!

anyways..yeah.

-Miss Independent.