Fear

Why am i so afraid to let a boy in my life?

why?

Maybe because i'm afraid of the heartbreak.

I hate these feelings, i don't want any feel anything for him.

Why do i?

I shouldn't.

He's sweet, polite, he knows how to make me laugh, and most importantly he knows God.

I also thought another boy did. Although i only knew that boy for nearly 3 months.

I've known this boy for 12 years.

I know him.

i don't want to fall in love.

i can't.

i won't.

What if i'm trying, don't want to..but slowly are.

What if i don't want to admit it.

What if he's the only one who can brighten my bad day?

Why does his laugh make me crack up?

Why can't i breath when i think about him?

Why is he so nice, considerate, polite, and smiley to me?

why Does that sound so horrible to me?

It Shouldn't.

It should sound amazing.

but i Can't fall in love.

I won't. I'm not. Case Closed.

-Miss Independent